
An extra Biblical account - from Calamentations 5:13-20
Now on the first day of the week, having just watched our beloved brother Paul be stoned to death and then resurrected in Lystra, we had in our mind to go on to Derbe with him, but he suddenly beckoned to us and with much heaviness of heart laid his burden on the rest of us.13 It is with the greatest of sorrow that I must conclude our journey is over, Paul told us weeping as he did. Without, the offering from the good brothers at Antioch which Barnabas has failed to bring I feel it is overly burdensome on us to go forth any longer, and I conclude the Lord’s will in this matter of evangelism has changed.14 Shocked at the downcast spirit of our brother, John Mark quickly took up the matter with much exhortation and encouraging, reminding him of all the hardship we had suffered previously15 , and of the great faithfulness of our Lord and Savior who always provided at the right time.16 Nonetheless Paul was unmoved, and in his own reasoning, presiding over us all , insisted that were it still the Lord’s will for us to continue this current venture, He would most certainly have provided before now.17 In addition he reasoned fervently with us that if it were still the Lord’s will for us to continue he would have made a path, not rather constant beatings, shipwrecks, and overall hardship.18 Though we all objected bitterly to this line of reasoning, each purporting that the Lord’s will was not to be determined by circumstance, but rather by His Holy Word, spoken through the prophets and the Apostles, Paul overcame our rhetoric with his insistence that he would not make another move until the way before him was smooth, provision was in sight, and thus he could be certain of the Lord’s will in the matter.19 Bitterly, we all left him one after another, both confused and confounded at this much-unexpected turn of events.20 In the years after this event at Lystra we often wondered what became of our much beloved brother, as the rumors of his slip into depression, and sickness abounded throughout the lands.21
Wow – what if that had really happened…..
“That’s the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard,” you say, “Paul would never have done that. He was a man of faith!” you continue, secretly wondering if my quotation from the extra-biblical book of Calamentations above is some form of heresy.
Well if it’s so stupid, then why do Christians do the equivalent all the time?
Maybe you do too….. Let’s see, have you ever attempted to discern the will of God from your circumstances?
“Oh I was pretty sure the Lord was calling me to this before, but now I’m not so sure….I mean the money’s run out, nobody’s really interested, it’s actually really hard, and I just can’t see any way that this can possibly work out. I guess I must have missed the Lord’s will originally, because surely if this were it He would have provided somehow. Right?”
I know of several cases of young people (we’ll call them youths) who felt the clear call of God on their lives. They discerned that He was calling them to a one-year mission trip to another country. They were truly excited. They prayed, they fasted; they sought his will and became convinced that they knew his will. Unfortunately three quarters of the way through their fund-raising efforts, when they had failed to raise even half of the money they needed to go on the trip they became disillusioned. They came to the conclusion that the lack of provision was a sign that it was no longer God’s will that they go on the trip. This story actually has a sad ending because both kids lost their fire for the Lord, and instead spent their time raising money to go to college (something they found somewhat easier) and neither is active in their home church anymore.
Questions…..
#1. Was it God’s will for them to go on a trip and share the Gospel with others?
Maybe we’ll never know the answer to that question this side of heaven, but if you’re honest with yourself, I think you know the answer.
#2. Did God change his mind about their evangelism trip?
You know the answer to that too.
#3. Was the lack of provision a sign that God was directing them not to go on the trip?
Hmmmmm (think about the Apostle Paul above)
#4. Was the Devil involved?
I wonder what the Devil’s will was concerning a mission trip and the spiritual growth of two young people on fire for the Lord?
So when was the last time you decided to discern the Lord’s will by your circumstances? Have you ever given up?
Well here’s a real Bible verse for you.
Thrice was I beaten with rods, once was I stoned, thrice I suffered shipwreck, a night and a day I have been in the deep 2 Cor 11:25
This is what Paul endured as he answered the call of God on his life. He didn’t allow these circumstances to make him question the Lord’s will.
God says many times in his word to take care of the widows and orphans. It’s something He has never changed his mind about, and you don’t need to consider your circumstances to find out if it’s something you should do. It is.
A good friend is struggling with a big decision right now. I pray that he’ll consider only God’s Word and his promises, and not be moved by what he can see today.
For we walk by faith, not by sight. 2Cor 5:8
God Bless,
LM





